Sunday

JUST SHARING: Angry Thoughts and My Beloved Blushes

I'm so mad today that I decided to give away my humble blush collection...

My Blushes
Nah, of course I'm just kidding. hahaha. =) I'm mad, yeah but not that mad to send these precious babies away. Honestly, I must have woke up on the wrong side of the bed, or woke up really hungry with another bad case of sore throat, or I must have slept with anger pangs.

I dunno, but I am mad because things didn't go as planned. I mean, how can people (including your loved ones) can just change their minds about something really important because of, well, reasons they can only understand. And if you try to make yourself understood or ask further questions, or simply just ask why, everything just becomes more complicated that you end up being angry at yourself, at each other and at the world.

I am the type of person who always has a Plan B, because I know that changes happen and are inevitable. But what if the plan is the only viable plan and you've relied on it so much for days, as well as the people around you? It's not easy to accept that one person will just throw the dice and poof, hey, I changed my mind. Okay, I know I'm so vague here, but I hope you get what I mean.

What makes me even angrier is realizing that the person you planned with, changed his/her mind because he/she asked for someone else's opinion about that matter, which obviously, has another sinister suggestion in his/her mind --- which will benefit him/her of course. So yeah, I'm left with no choice but to let go of the plans.

Okay, I'm venting. Forgive me on that. Good thing my dear cat messed with my train case a while ago, which I forgot to close last night. She made me fix it and I saw the things that at least take my mind away from problems even just for a while. My blushes. I recounted them and so far I've got 40 including cheek tints and bronzers and shimmers. Last year I accumulated about 50+ and gave/sold some of them away. Now I've got roughly 70 to 80 years supply of blushes. hahaha. =) I still got 4 blushes pending to arrive soon. =)

I just wish there'll be a clear answer to my issues later. Or maybe just a delicious, sumptuous dinner will do the trick.

Good Evening!

Your comments are badly needed this time, or a nice suggestion of where to eat in Subic. =)

8 comments:

calin lin said...

Blushes :) I love your train case :)

Anonymous said...

MeatPlus is a sentimental favorite. Although medyo mahal na prices ng food (steak, etc) compared before na affordable talaga!

Mrs.A said...

Take it easy. :) Keep your cool. You have lots of blushes, wow...

PEACHY PINK SISTERS said...

Wow! That's a LOOOT of blushes. O_O
I also look at my collections like my makeup and my art materials and it makes me feel better somehow. :P

Aww... I hope you get your issues fixed, dear. Sorry I couldn't recommend a nice place to eat at Subic. Haven't been there for a long, long time.

Chay ♥ said...

peachy pink sisters, i used to collect bags and shoes but i realized they're expensive and hard to maintain, that's why i switched to blushes. just looking at them lifts any bad mood. =)

Chay ♥ said...

Mrs. A, yep thanks, if i don't keep my cool, most of the time everything becomes worse. so yeah, thanks to these blushes too. :)

Chay ♥ said...

anonymous... the bf tells me na mahal nga sa meatplus, but the steak is good. we'll try it there soon. thank you. :)

Chay ♥ said...

calin! if you're into lipsticks, i'm into blushes. =) but i'm trying to stop my blush addiction, last year it almost went way out of hand. hahaha. =) i'm crossing my fingers on the flamingo by the way, keep me posted, dear. =)

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